| lemurgoddess ( @ 2007-03-27 20:41:00 |
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| Entry tags: | ideas, learning, me crazy, projects |
Stupid Maine...
I adore Maine, but for a restless, eager-to-learn soul, such as myself, it can feel a bit emaciating. For example, I want to learn to sculpt glass... to learn to make pyrex sex toys, I will admit... but where does one go to learn this? I am searching and searching for places that offer lessons in glass sculpting, but I am at a loss. Even MECA doesn't seem to have much to offer. I bet if I travel two hours south I would trip over two dozen places that give lessons... probably half of them SPECIALIZE in pyrex sex toys.
Maybe I am just not looking in the right places... It would likely be easier to find sources of such education if I travelled more in "artistic circles." But I don't. The result of one of my major regrets: not going to art school.
I feel like I am so late in the game. Like I am the retarded kid held back until I'm too old to attend normal classes. I feel lost and left out. I feel so fucking unskilled and ignorant, I make myself sick.
I want to learn to blow glass. I want to learn to work with stainless steel. And I want to learn how to sew, to make corsets, to work with leather... and hell... to even make shoes. I want to know how to create all the freaky awesome, material things I enjoy so much.
I WANT THAT KNOWLEDGE!
To collect it, and pass it onto others.
I'm going to kick Prometheus in the nuts, even if I'm killed in the quest.